Today we were supposed to find out the sex of the baby. Well, unfortunately I was misinformed about how this appointment was supposed to go about. Their policy is they don't do a "gender check" until 20 weeks. I'm only 17 weeks and 6 days. Needless to say, I'm a little bummed out. When they told me no ultrasound was going to take place, I honestly had to fight back tears. The first time during this whole pregnancy that I've wanted to just bawl my eyes out and bury my face in Jake's chest and tell those people how mean they were to not let me see my baby! But, I maintained my composure, pouted like a 5 year old for a few minutes, then got over it. I realize that this wasn't their fault per say, but just a misunderstanding. Which happens, as crappy as it is.
I realize, maybe this is to teach me patience. I am one of the most impatient people in the world. It just sucks because last night I tossed and turned all night because I was so anxious, excited, nervous, and maybe slept a total of 2 hours. So, I'm slightly sleep deprived, but we will be fine. Just got to wait a little bit longer! :)
Sorry for getting everyone all worked up and excited! Just a few more weeks!
Waiting is a drag, but it'll all feel like a blink when that baby is finally here.
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